Date: Many, Many Passes In The Future

What’s wrong with me… why do I look this way?
He woke as if from a deep, troubled sleep. There had been no dreams. Just the darkness and a lingering feeling of something terribly sad sitting heavily in his chest.
He did not recognize the room. It was draped in long deep blue curtains and tapestries. Even the bed was dressed in curtains and thick blue blankets, trimmed in burnished gold. It was certainly luxurious, he couldn’t deny that. But something felt missing. Something that caused the sadness he felt.
As he made his way into the center of the room, he saw that he was already dressed. Long blue robes fell down to his feet, perfectly tailored, of slightly shimmering cloth. They were light and comfortable, the sort of robes that he remembered wanting. But that was long ago in a time that was difficult to remember.
He stopped before the mirror that hung on the wall and turned to face the reflection there. He didn’t recognize it. His skin was darkened with a grayish hue, which didn’t give the picture of perfect health as far as he could see. His hair was unruly and long, a deep blue-sheened black, except for a streak of white that fell across his right eye. And his eyes. They were strange — deep, dark green except for a pupil of burning white.
He felt himself shiver involuntarily.
What’s wrong with me… why do I look this way?
He couldn’t remember very well. But something told him that there was something wrong with this. People didn’t normally look like that.
Or do they?
“Don’t complain. You should have seen what you looked like BEFORE we fixed that mess,” a snide voice echoed through his room.
With reflexes like lightning, he spun about. His hand reached instinctively for a weapon that did not exist. His dark eyes narrowed on the group of strangers that stood in the far doorway.
“Whoa…” a quiet female voice murmured. “Are you sure he’s not dangerous?”
“Of course he’s dangerous,” another voice answered. “Why do you think Lord Zeromus would put so much effort into bringing him back?”
“Is it true that he once served as a Marked Champion?” yet another asked.
“Hrumph,” responded the first snide voice. “Master TsuMeTai. I do apologize for their rudeness on our first meeting.”
A shape broke away from the shadows in the doorframe. He could make out white-haired man in a long, unmarked robe. A pair of glasses perched on his nose. The way he looked over the rims at everyone spoke of arrogance and disdain.
“Who are you?” he growled slightly.
“We… are your loyal and humble servants,” the man offered a wide, slick smile, spreading his hands.
“Speak for yourself, Zemus,” another grumbled from behind.
The one called Zemus turned with a direct, silencing glare. “Master TsuMeTai is the Champion of Lord Zeromus. I suggest you give him the same respect that you would our High Master. Or you might find yourself the next on the list.”
Then silence did fall, for good.
He finally spoke, “How did I get here? I can’t remember very much…”
“Don’t push yourself too hard, Master. It will come back to you in time,” was the overly cheerful answer.
TsuMe was starting to dislike the eagerness of the smiley man. In fact, it made him feel like throwing up.
“Now come, Master,” Zemus waved his hand forward, oblivious to the nausea he was causing, “You must be hungry. We have a meal prepared for you.”
The Champion followed with a sour look. But food sounded like a good idea. At least, food in a place that looked like this couldn’t be too bad.
“Master,” the girl stopped him with a slight touch on his arm. “No offense meant but, you may want to pull your hood up before leaving your quarters.”
“Huh?” he fingered his robe, finding a hood sewn onto the back of the collar.
“People here are not so used to seeing someone of your superior station and good looks,” she winked before walking out the door.
Good looks. Right. That’s not what you really meant.
He huffed and flipped the hood over his head to hide his growing scowl. Then he followed the others out through the tall doorway, looking across the great structure that stretched around them on every side. It was an ornate building of great style and beauty, traced with tapestries and etchings, runes and shifting patterns along the walls. Everywhere he looked, there was something that made him catch his breath in splendor. Though many white-haired people moved across the floor, down below the balcony he was standing upon, there was hardly a word whispered. It was as if no one dared to make a sound.
“Don’t look so surprised, Master TsuMeTai. This has all been given to you to rule over in the name of Lord Zeromus,” the smiley man motioned around them with a grand gesture. “Welcome… to the Manor of Runne.”
The attitude is intact!
“Are you sure he’s not dangerous?” heh, how would you react if someone asked that about you?
I love Tsu’s first impression of Zemus. XD
And done.
/cry
You are cruel. I hope you do end up putting together Runne – I’d like to see how Zemi comes back and gets with AsaHi to make KluYa. And I really hope Darkstar isn’t as sad
I have a really hard time because I’m so empathetic, so I try to avoid reading books or seeing movies that I *know* are sad, because I get depressed -_- (Granted, I also get depressed when something I read or see ends happily, because I’m like “but now it’s over!” so you can’t trust me to be happy ever
).
This was a truly amazing piece. Your character and story develeopment is top notch. I think I can speak for all your readers when I say that they feel a connection to the characters you create. Shoot, even Zeromus. You WANT him to escape the Chaos (when Zemi is first trying to battle him) because you feel so BAD for him! He didn’t ask to be taken over, you know? He was Zemi’s brother! Zemi wouldn’t hand out that title willy-nilly.
There were a few grammar and spelling issues that I didn’t point out, even though people were doing so in your comments. I figured since you’ve decided recently to do an edit, you’ll see them.
And now…ON TO DARKSTAR!
Are you still going to follow through with the continuation?
I’m debating it. I need to finish cleaning up the Dreigiau site, editing and such before I can move on to something new, though.
*sniffle*
Even though I’ve read the other stories and comic and spoilers (I Sound like a stalker), this still makes me sniffle about Tsu and Zento, etc…
‘Twas a good story and good writing.
I agree that I would like to see the rest… What happens between now and Shimmer… Though honestly I just want to stalk Kip and Tsu -.-
Lovely story, you should write more (I has cookies if you write more? &.&)
I love all of your stuff, Aywren. Maybe too much. : ) But Dreigau is dearest to me. I feel like the prose is the best I’ve seen from you, and it has touched me deeply many times. I am so glad you decided to explore the history behind the darkstar universe. Dreigau makes it much more deep, and gives new meaning to what comes after.
(Also, hi? XD I know I haven’t posted on your stuff in a long time, but I’m not dead, and I’m still reading it. Or re-reading, in this case.)
Thank you very much Gwinna! I know there’s still a lot of tweaks to make to the story, and I’m currently working on that, especially since I’m getting them ready to publish in book form.
I’m glad I explored this story, too. There were so many unexpected connections and characters that came about as I wrote, I would have never imagined the story going as far as it did, or becoming as long!
Thanks for reading and great to hear from you again!
I almost feel like re-reading all of the others again knowing what I know now about these characters! Darn it, I shouldn’t have read this one last. I agree with one of the previous comments — I’m dying to see how Kip and Tsu wind up where they are in Shimmer (not to mention what the end of Shimmer looks like
).
Also, I love the meanings in some of the names (i.e. poor cold, cold Tsu). But why does he get the name TsuMeTai? Actually, I’m not too sure I understand Tsu’s whole final scene. I was under the impression that Zemi’s people were coming to an uninhabited world, so where did Zemus and the others come from?
A trite late, I suppose, but I would like to see a sequel. I want to see how KluYa comes into being… Zemi IS my favorite figment of all you figments, after all. There’s just something about him… ><
You inspire me so. Now I don't feel so foolish for writing so much about my FFIV Mythology.